| Moby Dick |
[Jul. 3rd, 2010|02:30 pm] |
I really am obsessed with chasing dreams.
Even when reality is staring me in the face. |
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| Stranger |
[Jun. 28th, 2010|12:43 pm] |
Life is weird. But not in a bad way.. i've been saying that about alot of things actually.
hmm anyway, one moment things seem bad and down, then suddenly all at once things start looking up again. naturally i'm too paranoid to take anything from granted.
But hey, life's pretty good right about now =) |
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| Urgh |
[Mar. 7th, 2010|11:58 pm] |
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Stop killing yourself. |
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| Nutshells. yum |
[Mar. 7th, 2010|10:48 am] |
I'm bad at everything that requires consistency and commitment.
I'm good at.. eating?
If you hire me your staff pantry will never be overflowing again. |
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| A wise man once said.. |
[Feb. 28th, 2010|11:31 pm] |
When you smile, the day seems brighter
Even when it's 1130pm. |
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| It's a bird, it's a plane.. no it's.. |
[Feb. 22nd, 2010|06:20 pm] |
I still have no idea who i am.
But what i can do is hope that i'm a better person today than i was yesterday.
and if i can go through life this way.
then i guess, things might just work out.
=) |
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| Not a monkey |
[Feb. 16th, 2010|07:08 pm] |
We're emotional creatures.
Emo-ing is what we do!
Rock on!! \m/
P.S. In love with trance music now. |
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| Life lesson #465 |
[Feb. 13th, 2010|02:54 pm] |
Play with fire; You get burnt.
I'll get over you, i know i will.
But i won't shed a tear for you.
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
Thanks for the memories. <3 |
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| Stop the Presses. |
[Feb. 8th, 2010|11:26 pm] |
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I'd be lying if i said i wasn't having fun. |
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| Black Holes and Revelations. |
[Feb. 8th, 2010|02:26 pm] |
"The most heart-wrenching and the most awesome month of my life. Thanks for the memories luv <3 Time to move along."
I keep trying to make myself post that up on facebook.
But I can't.
There's a sort of finality associated with that statement that i just refuse to admit.
Everytime i manage to convince myself to be strong. Put it into words and make it official.
I just can't.
It's cause deep down i still like her. But i dont know why.
I used to be so sure. But now the distance is greater and i'm not sure why.
Is it me or is it her.
God it's so confusing.
When you take away all the big things. You realise it's all the little things that made you like a person.
When you take away the warm talks and hugs and kisses.
I find that i miss her cleanliness, punctuality, that she likes pickles and olives. Even all the mind games (kind of).
And at this point i dont know whether to fight it out. or just cut and run.
But i told myself a long time ago that if she liked me less than i did her i would fight it out.
What frightens me now is that she doesn't like me at all.
And i'm just bashing myself against a wall.
Hey that rhymes.. |
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